i shut people out, i dont tell anyone whats happening in my life anymore because i just dont want to. I dont want people to know about my weaknesses, i dont want people to know about my many problems, i dont want to expose myself to anyone including my friends. Even if they are there to listen to my problems, really, who cares anyway?

so many things happened lately that im just so sick of everything, and im angry at myself for not being able to handle stuff.

the only thing thats keeping me even alive is the thought of escaping singapore and going to perth during dec after o levels, i will just abandon twitter, facebook and even tumblr. I will shut everyone out for a month and survive and just purely enjoy myself without anything reminding me of life back here.

I really wanna leave, if i could leave right now trust me i would. I've reached the stage where i dont mind abandoning everything ive worked so hard for just to leave this place full of misery and alone-ss.